Angels Among Us
In September 1960, I woke
up one morning with six
hungry babies and just 75
cents in my pocket. Their
father was gone. The boys
ranged from
three months to seven
years; their sister was
two.
Their Dad had never been
much more than a presence
they feared. Whenever they
heard his tires crunch on
the gravel driveway they
would scramble to hide
under their beds.
He did manage to leave 15
dollars a week to buy
groceries. Now that he had
decided to leave, there
would be no more beatings,
but no food
either.
If there was a welfare
system in effect in
southern Indiana at that
time, I certainly knew
nothing about it. I
scrubbed the kids until
they
looked brand new and then
put on my best homemade
dress. I loaded them into
the rusty old 51 Chevy and
drove off to find a job.
The seven of us went to
every factory, store and
restaurant in our small
town. No luck. The kids
stayed, crammed into the
car and tried to be
quiet while I tried to
convince whomever would
listen that I was willing
to learn or do anything. I
had to have a job. Still
no luck.
The last place we went to,
just a few miles out of
town, was an old Root Beer
Barrel drive-in that had
been converted to a truck
stop. It was called the
Big Wheel.
An old lady named Granny
owned the place and she
peeked out of the window
from time to time at all
those kids. She needed
someone on the
graveyard shift, 11 at
night until seven in the
morning. She paid 65 cents
an hour and I could start
that night.
I raced home and called
the teenager down the
street that baby-sat for
people. I bargained with
her to come and sleep on
my sofa for a dollar a
night. She could arrive
with her pajamas on and
the kids would already be
asleep. This seemed like a
good arrangement to her,
so we made a
deal.
That night when the little
ones and I knelt to say
our prayers we all thanked
God for finding Mommy a
job. And so I started at
the Big
Wheel.
When I got home in the
mornings I woke the
baby-sitter up and sent
her home with one dollar
of my tip money--fully
half of what I averaged
every night.
As the weeks went by,
heating bills added
another strain to my
meager wage.
The tires on the old Chevy
had the consistency of
penny balloons and began
to leak. I had to fill
them with air on the way
to work and again
every morning before I
could go home.
One bleak fall morning, I
dragged myself to the car
to go home and found four
tires in the back seat.
New tires! There was no
note, no nothing,
just those beautiful brand
new tires.
Had angels taken up
residence in Indiana? I
wondered.
I made a deal with the
owner of the local service
station. In exchange for
his mounting the new
tires, I would clean up
his office. I remember
it took me a lot longer to
scrub his floor than it
did for him to do the
tires.
I was now working six
nights instead of five and
it still wasn't enough.
Christmas was coming and I
knew there would be no
money for toys for the
kids.
I found a can of red paint
and started repairing and
painting some old toys.
Then I hid them in the
basement so there would be
something for
Santa to deliver on
Christmas morning.
Clothes were a worry too.
I was sewing patches on
top of patches on the boys
pants and soon they would
be too far gone to repair.
On Christmas Eve the usual
customers were drinking
coffee in the Big Wheel.
These were the truckers,
Les, Frank, and Jim, and a
state trooper named Joe. A
few musicians were hanging
around after a gig at the
Legion
and were dropping nickels
in the pinball machine.
The regulars all just sat
around and talked through
the wee hours of the
morning and then left to
get home before the sun
came up.
When it was time for me to
go home at seven o'clock
on Christmas morning I
hurried to the car. I was
hoping the kids wouldn't
wake up before I managed
to get home and get the
presents from the basement
and place them under the
tree. (We had cut down a
small cedar tree by the
side of the road down by
the dump.)
It was still dark and I
couldn't see much, but
there appeared to be some
dark shadows in the
car--or was that just a
trick of the night?
Something
certainly looked different, but it was hard to tell what. When I reached the
car I peered warily into one of the side windows.
Then my jaw dropped in amazement. My old battered Chevy was full--full to the
top with boxes of all shapes and sizes.
I quickly opened the driver's side door, scrambled inside and kneeled in the
front facing the back seat.
Reaching back, I pulled off the lid of the top box. Inside was a whole case of
little blue jeans, sizes 2-10!
I looked inside another box: It was full of shirts to go with the jeans. Then
I peeked inside some of the other boxes: There were candy and nuts
and bananas and bags of groceries.
There was an enormous ham for baking, and canned vegetables and potatoes.
There was pudding and Jell-O and cookies, pie filling and
flour. There was a whole bag of laundry supplies and cleaning items. And there
were five toy trucks and one beautiful little doll.
As I drove back through empty streets as the sun slowly rose on the most
amazing Christmas Day of my life, I was sobbing with gratitude. And I
will never forget the joy on the faces of my little ones that precious
morning.
Yes, there were angels in Indiana that long-ago December. And they all
hung out at the Big
Wheel truck stop.
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